Quick update

Just a quick update on me since I haven't written anything for almost a month. Life doesn't suck. I guess the vitamins I've been taking are working! I haven't been super happy about anything, but I haven't really been down or depressed either.  Which is good, because the holidays usually overwhelm me with the pressure to be happy, spend money, etc.  I feel guily lately about complaining, because my life could definitely be alot worse.  Yeah, I don't really like my job too much, but I'm grateful that I have one. I get lonely sometimes, but I have really good roommates that I've been hanging out with and a few other friends here and there.  My heart will probably never be whole again, but I have three little people that love me unconditionally.  I'm getting old and ugly, but I have my health and I can do things outdoors that I enjoy. I struggle for money but my bills get paid, I have a roof over my head, and a car to get me places.  Things could always get better, especially in the Prince Charming department, but I'm grateful for what I have and recognize how lucky I am. :)