I HATE PRIDE

There, I said it. I know that makes me a bad gay, but I really don't like it.  I don't like holidays in general though, so it's not because of any internalized homophobia or anything.  It just reminds me of who I am (a guy with few friends and fewer close ones), who I'm not (a hot twink, a happily partnered guy, someone who everyone wants to be around), and who I don't want to become (a lonely old guy, an old queen, someone who has no one).  I'll be skipping it this year.